Monday, September 3, 2007
I hate this feeling
Ok so last night was the last dose of those pills the obgyn stuck me on. The last three days I've been cranky and irritable and want nothing more than to crawl into bed, curl up and cry. Damn I hate this feeling. I go from wanting to throw something to wanting to cry and back again. After a discussion with my SCSis regarding the procedure they want to do on me I am beginning to question my sanity on being willing to have them do it to be honest. I dont do pain well and from what she said it's gonna hurt like hell. In a conversation with my mommy, I'd mentioned this and she said that it's not necessary to go through it if I dont want and there are plenty of children out there that need good homes. Ok yeah, I know....adoption is a possibility and hubby and I have discussed this. Personally, I'd like to have one all on my own so there is one that not only carries hubby's last name but his genes as well (he's the only boy in the family). Anyhow, things should start ramping up in a day or two and I'll talk to my obgyn and see about pushing it back a month because of all that's going on here (you just KNOW the hospital co-pay's gonna be a bitch and we gotta get the truck fixed).
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I hear what you're saying about the wanting to have one of your own. My hubby and I have discussed adoption too, but while it would be nice to help out a couple of those kids, we want to try everything we can to at least get one of our own. I expect if we've tried everything and still no luck we probably would go down that road though. Still, I can understand you being a bit aprehensive about the stuff they want to do to you.
I'm sorry to hear the meds are making you feel so bad. I'll keep on with the positive thoughts and prayers that you're able to get this to work.
I'm with chicagolady...I'll keep positive thoughts and prayers going for you, too. By the way, has Ranger been tested yet? I can't remember if I've seen that info posted yet.
*nods* @ Tori..thank you for that share ...it helps with the "maybe it's just me" feelings I get on that topic.
Thank you to Chicago & Alice. I think I may need alot of those with this area in my life. No Alice, hubby hasnt been tested yet. We've been a little busy with that kidney stone. That first week he was a tad sore down there from the scoping. I think he's hoping to pass the stone before having to do that particular test. I'll have to ask him about it this week when he's not so uptight about work and everything else going on. We may just need to put the breaks on everything until the top of the year, who knows.
I know those feelings all too well. I go through a lot of that myself. The whole "why is this happening to me?" "What did I do wrong?" "How come nobody else is having these problems?" thing is often on my mind. Especially when I hear about someone having a baby, or finding out they're going to be having one.
*nods* @ Tori. Worst yet are the ones who can have babies easily (like damn rabbits), yet treat them as pieces of trash. You see them alot on the news. My first thought is...how can they DO something like that when there others out there that have trouble conceiving OR worst yet, cant have any of their own!!?? *sigh* It's a real sore spot with me.
*nods @ LadyStyx* I couldn't agree more. I live near someone who does that. You know the kid that throws stones at my window? He's from a family like that. And I could name others. It's dreadful. They breed like rabbits then leave the kids to run wild while they produce more. *sigh*
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