Hope?

Is it stress? Or did we actually get lucky? I'm not showing any of the accepted symptoms....

However, I'm running 3 weeks late. Yeah, ya read that right. Not a sign of my friend all through February (I was due on the 22ND). Usually, my body runs either a 4 or 6 week cycle, depending on the stress going on in my life. We have to admit that there's been ALOT of stress over here lately. It's actually been known to skip full months, but it hasn't done that in a small handful of years.

Although there's a possibility that I'm not, but there is hope I just might be. I checked the calender and if the calculations are right, I could be anywhere from 3-6 weeks along. I really should just go and get one of those tests, but part of me is afraid of the disappointment I know I'll get if it turns out negative...AGAIN. Seems to be always the way... it gets to be two weeks late, I get excited, buy the test, take it a few days later, it comes up negative and then....my friend shows up 2 days after that. Each time I go through this cycle is worse than the time before. I suspect that's why I havent bothered even picking up the test yet.